Thursday, July 31, 2008

What to do with a heavy heart?

Can you tell when I'm having a hard time blogging? I always wonder if you can.

I find it the hardest to blog when my heart is heavy. I like being open & honest with you and when I can't do that I shy away. I hate when there are things I can't share you but that's how it must be. I'm afraid it will always be like that in some ways. Won't it or will it? I'm not sure. That's an aspect of blogging that I haven't quit figured out yet.

It's always been hard for me to talk about fluff (as my mom calls it) when there is some heavy, hearty meat stuff going on. When meat is in front of me I want to talk about it, I want to think about, I want to pray about it, I want to find a solution for it. For me trying to blog about fluff stuff when my heart is heavy is like trying to ignore the elephant in the room. Some people are really good at it - I am NOT!

Yet, there is nothing wrong with stopping to smell the roses, so to speak, even while my heart is heavy. I think I can do both. I'm trying. Is it working? I guess you are the only ones that can answer that question.


Sarah said...

For whatever your dealing with whether it be life changing or a small decision you and your family will be in my prayers

Sarah said...

Just a side note...... Not related to your post.... Did you hear Brett Favre is returning?

Ginger said...

Praying for you!

KatelynWaite said...

Hi Tarah!
Not sure if you remember me but we (my husband Dave & I) were with you guys at the Finley's house last May (Ministers Conference). Your little girl is so cute, congrats! Hope you guys are good!