Thursday, July 31, 2008
What to do with a heavy heart?
Can you tell when I'm having a hard time blogging? I always wonder if you can.
I find it the hardest to blog when my heart is heavy. I like being open & honest with you and when I can't do that I shy away. I hate when there are things I can't share you but that's how it must be. I'm afraid it will always be like that in some ways. Won't it or will it? I'm not sure. That's an aspect of blogging that I haven't quit figured out yet.
It's always been hard for me to talk about fluff (as my mom calls it) when there is some heavy, hearty meat stuff going on. When meat is in front of me I want to talk about it, I want to think about, I want to pray about it, I want to find a solution for it. For me trying to blog about fluff stuff when my heart is heavy is like trying to ignore the elephant in the room. Some people are really good at it - I am NOT!
Yet, there is nothing wrong with stopping to smell the roses, so to speak, even while my heart is heavy. I think I can do both. I'm trying. Is it working? I guess you are the only ones that can answer that question.